New lease of life

This is the worst birthday ever. So much for turning 25. Theres only so many regrets one can have in ones life before one realizes that regrets are the results of decisions that turned out wrong, and if one has many regrets, obviously one's decision making is deeply flawed.

One can never be fully erased of ones past transgressions or sins. No matter how much we try to leave things behind, manage things out, it just won't work, will it? Justifications will never absolve one of wrongdoing, no matter who is perceiving it.

Well I've been given a new lease of life. A new beginning, if you will, if thats even possible, to mend all those holes. Would it ever be enough, can we undo or repair what damage we've caused?

Shall temp stop updating this blog for a while til I get a grip on myself.